Nermine Abd El-Ghaffar

Sheol

2007-02-19T12:52:00.001-08:00

Distorted dots in a portrait
That is my life if I am allowed to say
Foretoken abaddon coming my way
Everything is gone in just one day
Hour after hour moving haltingly
Hiding away my reality
Losing my cases with no pleas
For my enemies are now my juries
Sheol of immortality surrounding me
Crashing my present and what will be
Goodbye sweet life goodbye memories
No one to love no one to please

You me him and her

2007-02-19T12:49:00.000-08:00

The covenant has been betrayed
You me him and her
No one to trust no one to care
Yelling voices seeking help
No one here no one there
We are fading underneath the night
Shedding tears of sinful life
Where is that home we are yearning for?
Drifted by evilness of our hearts
Or the crudity of our souls
Cluttering scenes of happiness passing by
Showing how our life used to be
When we were then human beings
When we appreciated
Life
Friends
And family
When there was a virtue
When there was honesty
When we cared
You me him and her

No condolences

2006-10-26T18:34:00.000-07:00

To my son or my daughter
Who was killed and slaughtered
Silence killed those children to be
The black birds landed on the cedar tree
Happy were they and summer dreaming
Betrayed by those with no feeling
They walked alone in the dark
Heavy foot steps to the doomed park
Shattered walls are their only shelter
Deceiving faces nodding with pity gestures
Good bye my little one good bye
I will not shed a tear or cry
In God’s heaven I know your place
No condolences to the end of days

Black dead

2006-10-22T16:23:00.001-07:00

Walking’ with this planet of regrets over my shoulder
I can’t take one step or go any further
This bitter taste of loneliness I feel in my throat
Make me feel that vanishing is the only thought
You never thought of me you were busy with yourself
I was never noticed like an antique on your shelve
Shattered into pieces I am seeing my end
Dieing alone with no mate or a friend
Now that I am feeling so far away
I am seeking the light to guide me to the right way
I won’t reach for a hand or ask for advice
I won’t hesitate or even think twice
The black dead who’s after me
Won’t capture my soul it will always be free
I’ll get a way I’ll save my soul
I’ll stand up and destroy that wall

Disguised pain

2006-10-22T16:23:00.000-07:00

The darkness in my life falls so hard
Bringing me back my sinning past
The pain is all around me disguised
Surrounding and trapping me inside
Wherever I go there are empty halls
Can't find an exit behind these walls
My soul became a piece of rust
No one for me is left to trust
Shattered fate I see ahead
My life to the unknown is being led

Renewing your life

2006-10-22T16:21:00.001-07:00

Have a look around you
Is the world still as you knew?
Your lovers left you
Your friends are few
Your dreams are gone
Your time is done
You no more have fun
You walk in endless run
Take a deep breath and decide
What is really on your mind?
Life is like a new bride
And you are just a little child
Renew yourself Renew your life
And you will walk in a triumph

Redemption

2006-10-22T16:21:00.000-07:00

Wondering in the streets of no where
Driven by endless despair
Enchanting themes of your everlasting pain
Denying the fear of being insane
Descending to your soul the creeping blame
Redemption to your sins that has no name
Embracing the devil to get through
Take this chance to be true
Save your self from the mindless visions
What you need is some decisions
Moments of hope you seek to find
Search forward don't look behind
Now its time for you to sleep
Deny that sorrow that lay so deep
Stand proudly on a solid ground
Hear the words of your real sound
Wash away this false mystery
Start writing your own history

The savior

2006-10-22T16:19:00.000-07:00

The dream in my eyes I see
Behold my heart is it he
Why he keeps penetrating me
Revealing my thoughts and all I be
Capturing my insides controlling me
Arousing my desires making me free
Letting my soul swim in blue sea
When the night comes to me
And lift me up to the misery
I know that it’ll be he
To come save me from agony
I know he’s the only one for me
That I’ll always cherish, love and need

He

2006-10-22T16:17:00.000-07:00

Alone in a world of his own
Struggling and facing the unknown
A heart sealed with agony
Defeated with pain his greatest enemy
Living in memories from the past
That comes and goes like a blast
Inside those eyes I see a spark
Glowing away in the dark
Shed no tear Shed no tear
Throw away all that fear
Don’t shut away yourself
Open up this closed shelf
Cross the lake to the other side
Show life your hidden pride
Use your smile break the barrier
Wake up that sleeping warrior

Far and Away

2006-10-22T16:16:00.000-07:00

Far And Away
People living in the nowhere
Walking like scarecrows unaware
Move out the curtain watch the show
Puppets dancing without withdrew
Paralyzed tongues can’t speak out loud
Fear has invaded and spread to the crowd
Programmed minds following orders
Sleep, work, eat, became their borders
They turned to prisoners with no crime
Living their lives with one rhyme
The sound of freedom faded away
Like a ship in an ocean lost its way
Arise the dragon in your soul
Let it flow and lose control
Open the door destroy the gate
Rebel on rules Change your fate

The one I love

2006-10-22T16:15:00.000-07:00

What's that inside me?
Making' me wild and setting' me free
Is it faith or destiny?
Giving' me power and eternity
May be its joy or happiness?
Breaking' all the frontiers and barriers
what is that thing obsessing' me?
Giving' me unconditional immortality
Where do my soul lies?
Belonging' to me or to his eyes
Am I still the one I knew?
Been' tough, stubborn and shrew
Got lots of questions to ask?
He's the question & he's the answer
He's the game & he's the player
He's the quiz & he's the master
He's the one I proudly say
He's the one I love

Dear you

2006-10-22T16:11:00.000-07:00

I had this days when I was alone
Looking from the window watching the dawn
Watching my days slipping away
And sleeping with the pain everyday
It’s so hard to stand again
And face all this anger and pain
Where’s that will I used to keep
Is it gone or lying so deep
I beg you my self to rise
To bring me back my pride
I beg you my self to rise
To bring me back my life

To you

2006-10-22T16:10:00.000-07:00

A dim of light I see out there
Behold my heart you can’t bear
My soul is fading to who’s far away
He makes me feel as a flower in May
Joy and happiness his presence brings
Attaching me with golden strings
He is the destination that I seek
His charm is getting me so week
Pushing me to the horizon above
And giving me unconditional love
These feelings I’m about are new
Like pure crystals of morning dew
To you I pledge to give my vows
To you only my soul shall bows

Bleeding

2006-10-22T16:09:00.000-07:00

The credence I once had is now gone
Killed by the sins that I have done
I want to live this moment of madness
To wash away all my bitterness
My heart is bleeding it’s getting me insane
I want to cut it out and see the pain
I have to reach for what’s inside
What’s going on in that sick mind?
Sudden rush I feel in my brain
Like adrenaline walking through my vain
Sometimes comes sometimes goes away
What’s lying in the end of this way?
Is it my disappearance or my existence?
I have to sweep away my arrogance
To find a way to fill my emptiness
I have to reach for the far happiness

Soul execution

2006-10-22T16:07:00.000-07:00

Heavy foot steps as walk to a grave
Creeping shadow moving as a wave
Silence is rapped with awaiting death
Your life is hanging in the far zenith
Chains are going to imprison you
Capture and control what you do
Flashes of happiness from far away
Giving you hope to reach a safe bay
What do you see coming from there?
Is it some dream or you are aware?
Wake up! Wake up! There’s nothing there
Return back to your endless scare
Your enemies will get you
Your ghosts will haunt you
You are doomed to be tortured
Seeing innocence getting murdered
You got no power to stand for that
Your soul has vanished you got no past
The chance you had turned to dust
Letting things go is now a must
Throw yourself into the game
Let it disgrace you with ultimate shame
Say goodbye to your dignity
Your soul is lost for eternity

The sound

2006-10-22T16:04:00.000-07:00

Watch out for what possesses you
It’s controlling what you say and what you do
It is leading your brain to madness
Torturing your days and paralyzing your senses
Who inside you want to know?
It won’t go away or let you go
Look in the mirror what do you see
Is it you, him or me?
Look to find who you are
Search underneath what’s far
Dig for what’s hidden and closed
Try to let everything exposed
Ask yourself for salvation
From this darkness and temptation
You are walking over the thorns
Your heart is bleeding and losing his hopes
Never care for what they say
One day you will find your way
Your faith will guide you to the shore
And the sound will be heard no more

Lost Lyrics

2006-10-22T15:53:00.000-07:00

Those spontaneous emotions are born
Pulling me to the depth of the unknown
Forcing my heart beats to get flown
Teaching my eyes to watch the dawn

Like water rushing in a water fall
His sound lingers as spiritual call
He invaded my life and got me all
Turning me to a princess in a ball

Pushing away the pain I feel inside
Erasing the agony from my mind
Giving me back my faith and pride
Making me feel like a little child

His presence brought back the lost me
Taking my life to the immortality
Only now my life is starting to be
I’ll be there whenever he wants me

Without him what would I say?
My words won’t reach their way
Every meaning will be sailing away
Can’t reach a harbor or even a bay

Without him I’ll simply be
Lost lyrics for eternity